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My Nobody

I had NOBODY to love me
NOBODY who cared
when I cried
NOBODY was there
there was NOBODy to trust
there was NOBODY to keep me warm
to protect me from the cold.
I had NOBODY to love my strengths
but also except my flaws
I had NOBODY to lean on
who was there to break my falls
Im so happy
Im so lucky
this is because…I found my NOBODY
- Brittany Tinkham

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Please dont’s

1.Please dont call
cause I will think you still care
go ahead pick up the phone
only if you dare!
2. Please dont hug me
cause I dream of your touch
with 1 stroke of your finger my emotions risk so much!
3. Please dont say I love you
cause I will think you really do
Even though I said im done with your games
I find myself falling again for you
- Brittany Tinkham

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Dear Mom

Hey mom its me..”your little gurl”
The one whom you’ve abandoned in this world
Ever since I was little I’ve learned to live without you
You’ve always let me down so now I always doubt you.
I cried for your attention, till I was blue in the face
but you and him drowned me in all of your disgrace
You never showed me compassion, you never showed me love
but now it came to bite you when push came shove.
Don’t act like your the boss, you were never really there
Don’t act like you know, when I know that you dont care.
Im just a stick of dynamite with a very very short fuse.
Im no longer your scapegoat,the one whom you abuse
Its all your fault you add fuel to the fire
Im done with your shit now Im down to the wire!
but now Im done cause it hurts to remember
p.s. oh! and when you get this……
dont respond back to sender!!!!
Sincerely,
Your no longer daughter!
- Brittany Tinkham

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Why

I dont know why i am who i am
I dont know why i dont give a damn
I dont know why i hate to be alone
I dont know why i hate my own home
I dont know why i always have to lie
I dont know why i always wanna cry
I dont know why my patience runs on empty
I dont know why but bitch dont tempt me!
I dont know why i think im so ugly.
I dont know why i love to be funny.
I dont know why my friends are my life
I dont know why i stay up all night
I dont know why i like to stand out
I dont know why when i talk i seem to shout
I dont know why i laugh my problems away
I dont know why bad memories seem to stay
I dont know why i fucking hate my dad
I dont know why i love making him mad
I dont know why i cant stand my mother
I dont know why i have an autistic brother (not in a bad way)
I dont know why i end up wit bogus guyz
I dont know why my dreams could reach the sky
I dont know why i listen to rock bands
I dont know why id rather sit than stand
I dont know why id trade a skirt for some jeans
I dont know why im always so mean
I dont know why i gave this poem a try
I dont know why im always asking why!!!
- Brittany Tinkham

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Everyone Needs Dad

I didn’t ask to be brought here
I didn’t ask for you
I was created from a love
Between my mommy and you.

Now here I sit with her
Just me and mommy you see
And where, oh where are you
Where could you be?

Not that it really matters now
I have my mommys love
You see, I feel her presence
And her love from up above.

No one needs a sperm donor
Everyone needs a daddy
I am guaranteed to find one
He’ll be the best I’ve ever had.

Someone to kiss my boo boos
And wipe my little tears
Someone who will give me hugs
And sing away my fears.

Someone who wants to love me
To live everyday for me
To long to hear those little words
“I love you, daddy.”

Now, I know this isn’t you
I don’t know where you are
But just to let you know
One day I will have my shining star.

A man who will love me regardless
Who’s not like you and ran
I will be proud to call him daddy
Because he can take it like a man.

- C. Crutchley

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Devoted

I spent time thinking of you
And how much I love you
Hours and hours a day
Just staring into the blue
I spend days hoping you love me
And hoping you will see
That I love you
More than anybody
I spend weeks smiling
As you return one to me
I sparkle inside
I still hope you will see.
I spend my life thinking of you
And loving you forever
And just dreaming
How we go right together.
But then I realize
I’m just sadly devoted to you
Devoted to you

- Hollimer Saffron

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Oliver Days

I love you forever
And forever you will be
The one I love most
You mean the world to me
365 days a year
My love is unbelievable
I’m always thinking of you
Its undeceivable
Moments are precious
But love is forever
There’s no limit to it
We go right together
I LOVE YOU OLIVER

- Hollimer Saffron

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Old Mice Creed

I used to pass on this old street
Where old men hang and talk sweet
Their truth and wisdom always make me sweat
No one dares to listen, no one gives a shit

Bullshit!
I’m too good for this!

Too proud, too wise, like mice
Before my life falls like dice…
Hit the bottom and roll over like ice
I will take the mysterious advice

With weary eyes of dying mice
Regrets felt in the soft-spoken wise
A piece of Christ, a peace will rise
It’s no surprise, takes a lot of sacrifice

Don’t have to be crucified
Don’t have to be terrified
Just find the right guide
And take the ride…

No matter how cursive the citywide
You’ll always find your way in the countryside
Where simplicity and fulfillment derived
And real life hide in beautiful someone’s side

I don’t know how to get there
I’m just here listening
To the old mice creed
As I seat along the old street
Where I used to pass and say Bullshit!

- Herofil Olarte

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Snow

Under a subdued sun,
Basking in its glory
Purity at it’s best,
The snow tells a story.

I’m glanced at in awe,
As if a blooming flower,
The heavens, my origin,
I’m compared to shining stars.

My airs are always chilly,
My temperature frozen cold
I breathe mists of water,
And always play outdoors.

Passer-by’s perceive me
As a stunning view,
Earth, my destination,
Rainbow is my hue.

The moon is my companion,
The trees sell me their souls,
I spread my white feathers,
Over plains, mountains and moors.

I’m trodden upon and molested
I’m shoved and heaped aside,
Yet humanity foresees my coming,
As the best of winter times.

- Sonia Doreen Paul

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Life No Regret

To love another
you must first love yourself…
but how do you love yourself
when you are a stranger in your own eyes…
your greatest fear is yourself…
waiting on a hero that will never come…
is it worth going on…
but if you look deep enough
you will see the truth…
that the hero lies in you…
life is not how hard it hits you down
it is whether you get back up again…
you can’t always get what you want…
and you can’t appreciate life until you’ve been burned…
stay in the race because you will only look back
and regret what might have been…BUT…
never regret anything that made you SMILE…

- Shy

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