Before Old

Tryna Fake it
till I make it
standin here to make a show
to define you
and to study
just as far as you can go

do you seize me
how I like it
I’m so difficult
to read
like some paper
or a booklet
or a napkin
with a theme

here I’m standin
starin at you
lookin at you crossed the room
moppin floors
and changin pictures
if i kiss you
I will be doomed
won’t this happen
or i show it
i regret
all my mistakes
wanna study
wanna get it
just before
its just too late

now you’re leaving
I’m not leaving
starin at you as
you leave
one more shot
i don’t have shots
so now I stand here
watch me bleed
cause i need you
wanna meet you
wanna know you
wanna hold
wanna stock you
wanna mock you
just before i get too old

now I’m washing all the
dishes
cleaning houses
cookin stoves
wish i moved
in your direction
now I got another load
much too laundry
much too cleaning
much too late to try again
when I see you
you’ll be taken
so i guess
me
you
just friends

I will harass you
and embrace
you still
I’m slick I will get away
what I do
it might just harm you
i am
sure I will get away

I am charming
I am evil
you know me
i don’t make sense
watch me
dancing
beneath roses
when I walk
behind your fence

yeah you see me
all around you
like a mellow
to a stove
why i tease you
with my clarence
now its me
and you alone

Am i crazy
you don’t get it
what my poets
don’t make sense
my names
ebony
mcmillan
I’m Highmaintenance
and intense

so define me
and come seize me
study lift
and over all
watch my safety tips
and safety net
cause one day I will fall

- Ebony Mcmillan

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Sexual Attention

hes my drug
and im addicted
it seems unreal
it seems conflicted
the way that he touches
it seems so real
and how his attentions
to stumble and seal
he tells me things
i wanna hear
it doesnt mean nothing
an thats what i fear
the way that he kisses
he kisses like a pro
sometimes when he leaves
i miss him so
im obsessed
with his passion i can’t get enough
sometimes it gets easy
sometimes it gets rough
just knowing he wants me to give him
my all
his fingers my lips
they feel like claws
i swear i do love him
because hes so real
but im not sure
if he knows how i feel
hes all about
affection
protection
and sex
even though he keeps contact
with one of his ex
whenever were out
we pretend we are strangers
just knowing my heart
could just be in danger
he makes me feel
like
I will never die
just knowing hes known to
make me cry
even though hes suspicious
i can’t let him go
the truth should be spoken
i love him so
the way we touch
our lips meet slow
the way that he holds me i can’t let go
the main idea
i had to mention
the way he can touch
its like sexual attention

- Ebony McMillan

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