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I am just like a fool when I need You
This heart of mine is always open
I am so easy to deceive
I am just a fool to keep believing
But I’ll keep on trying
Even though it will hurt
But can’t give up from You
This feeling inside
Doesn’t let me Give Up
All time I spend thinking of You
I should be healing myself instead of hurting
And it hurts to keep believing in You anymore
As long as this feeling is inside of me
I’ll keep believing….
Just a fool to believe
I am anything to Him………
A long time ago, so sad and unknown,
A girl sat, staring, unseeing, out her window,
Tears falling, so silently, streaking, down her cheek,
Remembering, living, old, never-to-be-forgotten memories,
Sitting by the window, hand up against the glass,
eyes glossy, her eyes no longer dance,
Her heart was once whole, beating, alive,
But now her heart is gone, dead, iced over, so cold,
One thought always constantly within her mind,
One thought that shall never, ever, be answered,
The wanting to know, it’s so deep, it’s now a burning desire,
but its a worthless desire, because she will never know,
Never know why he’d hurt her so,
So by the window she sits, in her shirts and jeans,
tears streaking down her face, while she remembers things,
Things that should never be remembered, for oh, how they hurt her,
Things that tear at her very soul, things that tear her apart,
Day after day, you’ll find her there, sitting by the window,
eyes unseeing, yet her mind so alive,
Day after day, you’ll see all those tears fall
- Misty-Day Elizabeth
Nothing matters
It’s all gone
I’m empty and she doesn’t care
It doesn’t matter
How I feel or what I say
She’s far away
And wouldn’t stay
No matter what I say
It wouldn’t matter anyway
I used to wait for the day
Just to hear her say
I miss you
Guess I was the biggest fool
Didn’t want to think you were cruel
I’m lonely now and broken
Left without even one token
Of love or caring
It all died on my birthday
How could I be so daring?
Thought you would understand
Why I was so upset
Instead you got mad at me
And hung up on me
It’s been a week
You wouldn’t even talk to me
How could you do that to me?
Nothing matters at all
I used to stand so tall
Now I wish for the stars
To cover up all these scars
Far away and small
Wonder if your thinking about me at all
Again I’m a fool for thinking
Guess I should be drinking
If only that were the way to get rid of my sadness
And bring me some gladness
Like I used to have
When I was with you
It was long ago
Why can’t I just let it go?
Like you have
You don’t feel me anymore
You’ve stopped keeping score
It’s all gone, as are you
Now I’m left with nothing to do
But brew
Over what once was
Just because
I’m an idiot and cared
And that is why I dared
To say what I said on my birthday
But I shouldn’t have shared
Because now I feel scared
And lost
And lonely
And hurt
And angry
And stupid
To think there ever was a cupid
For the two of us
Why did I make such a fuss?
It’s all over
I should just roll over
Because nothing matters anymore
You think I’m a bore
You think I’m a chore
And probably a whore
I can’t erase my mistakes
I believed you had forgiven me
I believed you loved me
And even when that part of it ended
I believed that at least there was something that mended
And that we had a friendship
You said you still adored me
You said that your heart still tightened
And that you would become frightened
When I was in trouble
And caught in some bubble
I believed you would help me
Get out of the rubble
Of this life that I live
In Binghamton while you are in Texas
Instead of staying close to me
You chose to make distance
I felt it but ignored it
I thought it was what you needed
I thought I would give it to you
Because you were my friend
And I loved you
I didn’t mind letting you go
I just didn’t want to lose you for good
Yet I did.
How could I know that you would
Let me go?
You let go fast
You forgot our past
Yes we had a past
A good past, a bad past
A past nonetheless
I understand you though
You don’t want to remember it
You’d rather forget what we had
It is easier that way
I understand that
Who would want to remember the hurt?
So you let me go fast and furious
Anytime I tried to talk about our past
You ran away fast
And I was left last
And I acted rash
It made me so sad though
That I was so slow
To recognize what you did
Long ago
And what others could see
But I never wanted it to be like that
And so I sat, and got fat
Denying what you could see
Which was what could again never be.
You saw the truth in front of us
Coming at us like a bus
About to hit
Difference between you and me was,
You got out of the way
And I chose to stay
In the way
Of a tragedy
Which was my soul shattered
You had sense enough to scatter
While I was like, “what’s the matter”?
What a fool I was
Thinking that you still loved me like you once did
When instead you saw me as a kid
A fool and youngster
Naïve to the core
I have always been so unsure
This is not your problem though
And you made that clear
When you forgot all that I held dear
- Vanessa Maria R Torres
She’s fifteen years old, and experienced love,
she’s been hurt more than she can count,
and been disgraced.
Shes been teased, made fun of, and called every name,
she’s old enough to know, its never a game.
She fell in love with a man four years her age,
she feel so deeply, so pathetically, and he made her pay.
He took her heart and broke it,
he took her soul and shattered it,
he took her smile and bent it,
He took her laugh and made it vanish.
She no longer smiles, no longer laughs,
just sits in the corner, thinking about the past,
to when she could just sing and dance,
when she had a full heart, and a soul to match.
But now all she can do is cry and cut,
watch as her blood drops to the floor,
See her vision start to fade,
As she whispers his name.
Laying upon the floor, knife from her hand, now
lay by the door,
she lays there, for a second or more,
and remembers life when he was there,
before he left her, for another.
“Honey, I’m home!” he’d call,
and she’d run to him, laughing so hard,
“Baby, I missed you!” she’d kiss him,
and he’d return her kiss and he hugged her,
so tight, so close, always closer
than before.
Now her eyes are bright,
bright with memories,
seeing herself fight with her parents,
seeing herself fight with her lover,
seeing herself doing things she shouldn’t have,
oh she has so much to regret,
and no way to make it up.
Suddenly, her eyes go dull,
as her body begins to go cold,
her eyes are now, slowly starting to close,
as her blood runs on the floor.
On her gravestone, it read:
Here lays Elizabeth, with heart of gold,
she loved everyone, man and animal.
But to one man, her heart she gave,
and he hurt her so badly, shes in the grave.
Let the angel who lies here, rest in peace,
Because no one deserves it more than she,
the dear.
- Misty-Day Elizabeth
Just when I thought it was bad
It got worse
You made me believe again
I hurt you in a way unforgivable
But somehow you made me pay for it
With hurt
With misery
So much that when food touches my lips
It sends message to my mind to refuse it
I pushed you away
It was all my fault
But to give me hope again
Its unfair
You gave me hope
When I needed to be mad
And now I’ve made a decision
That I was supposed to make
But now I don’t want to
Because it means you out of my life
Which I never wanted you to be
But it hurts so much
I can’t look into your eyes
Without seeing her
This is wrong
I wish I was mad
Cause when I was
It made it easy
Easy To forget
Easy To move on
Easy To realise I have other things to look forward to
But now I can’t turn away
Because I want to see your eyes again
I want to wake up next to you
I want your stupid jokes and laughs in my life
I can’t turn back and regret
Everyone says I can do better
But they have no idea how madly in love I am
You have so many faults
And were so opposite
And I can’t believe that I feel this way about you
I never saw this coming
But now I had you in my life
Your everything
Everything I could ever dream of
Everything I could ever hoped for
I need you again
Forever and always.
- Anita Walsh
.. heart break is an odd kind of hurt,
’cause your not dying, your not even sick..
.. for all instance and purposes, your perfectly fine,
yet, inside, where your heart used to be, you hurt so much,
that you can’t breathe, you can’t sleep,
you can’t stop the tears from falling..
.. you may eat too much, you may eat not at all..
.. none smokers light up, none drinkers find a bar..
.. a broken heart is one of the worlds greatest equalizer,
’cause it can turn a sweetest angel to a freakin’ devil..
- Vigen Cerenas
Sittin alone,
In artificial light,
Tryin to make it,
Through one last night.
A mix of emotions,
A heart full of woe,
Wondering where,
All this will go.
I felt it was right,
From the very first day,
But in just one second,
That was taken away.
I’m left here alone,
In fear and in pain,
Hoping the chance,
Will come back again.
I feel as though,
I’ve been taken apart,
Pieced back in the wrong sequence,
Missing half of my heart.
Sitting here blindly,
In search of my mind,
But the harder I look,
The less I can find.
What once came naturally,
Was cruelly taken away,
I’ve lost all trace of colour,
The world is now grey.
In seconds I fell,
From positive thoughts,
The creative talent,
That this one being brought.
But being out of my life,
Has left me so bare,
I have lost inspiration,
I’m left in confused despair.
I’m in my bed,
I toss and turn,
My eyes are red,
They’re sore, they burn.
The same thoughts,
Run through my mind,
Of someone who,
Is warm and kind.
I feel him slide,
His hand in mine,
And remember when,
We met first time.
Now that’s over,
I’m here alone,
Paranoia,
What have I done?
I’m all alone, I’ve lost my smile,
Wishing you had stayed a while,
Instead you ignore me when you like,
And fill my head with all your shit.
I’m over you, I’m out of love,
I’m lying here, I’ve had enough,
It’s been a while, but I’m okay,
I take life as it comes each day.
But when I feel I’ve let you go,
You tell me that you’ve missed me so,
And once again I’m in your trap,
Even though you don’t want me back.
So now I’m hooked just as before,
I lie here alone upon my floor,
Thinking of nothing else but you,
Adoration that’s so confused.
I think I’m okay, and that life will go on,
But each night it’s the same when I’m alone,
You say you care, and I believe each word,
But now I’m telling myself I’ve had enough.
I’m living in the past, life was better then,
I need you, we’re supposed to be friends,
But each day you say you don’t have the time,
Is when I realize that I have been blind.
You think you care about me, but this is a lie,
You try to be nice, and I always ask why,
This is not what you want, deep down inside,
And it’s me that gets hurt every single time.
So leave me alone, I need time to myself,
In times of need, it was you that helped,
But you’ve hurt me now, and things will change,
Right now, I don’t want to hear your name.
Everything you say, seems genuine to me,
But I’m hooked on you, it’s easy to see.
I wish things were simple like the start,
but you messed me about, And broke my heart.
I know I will forgive you, and be okay in time,
I never fully believed you’d ever be mine,
But I’m still feeling this everyday,
Wishing things hadn’t gone this way.
I need time alone, so I can move on,
And accept the fact, that I’m not the one,
So leave me to grieve at my own accord,
I don’t want to hear from you. Not one word.
As tiredness dries up these heavy eyes,
I sit alone but I can’t cry
The night is still and house is quiet,
I feel aggressive, my head’s a riot.
My music plays too soft to hear,
MY happy thoughts just disappear,
I sit alone, I feel the cold,
I long for the past, I’m getting old.
I tap the keys, they echo loud,
I’m tryin so hard to make no sound,
But everyone’s asleep, they cannot hear.
They do not know that I’m here.
The silence carries through the night,
The darkness blinds my only sight,
I sitting here wishing for the day,
To take the pain and suffering away.
I’m moving on, I’m starting again,
I’m not sure, if we should be friends.
I look at him, and see the past,
Wishing time would move on fast.
But blocking him out seems extreme,
And I’m not convinced it would help me.
I need to think this over, but it’s a mess,
I’m still being in love. I confess.
Lies, deception, and more and more lies,
Or was it all just a painful disguise?
He loves me, but can’t seem to work it out.
I question him to relieve my doubt.
But every single comment fogs my mind,
I remember him being warm and kind,
His answers are as confused as me,
The truth is something I will never see.
Wishing for clarity, and a little light,
To help me through each sleepless night,
I always believed he was the one for me,
But obviously that’s not how it’ll be.
- Sara
My blood stained heart will always show
From so much hurt he did not know
They said love would make you cry
They didn’t warn me it made you wanna die
My blood stained heart everyone will see
What your love can truely be
And once you hear what’s to be said
Your eyes will soon be red
My blood stained heart is turning blue
Cause my heart is hurting through and through
I wish it didn’t hurt so bad
Cause all it does is make me sad
My blood stained heart will always remind me
Of the love which is now behind me
When we broke up all it caused was pain
And out of that pain was there anything to gain?
- Miranda Belcher
I don’t understand,
I don’t know why,
why you did this to me,
why you wanted to die.
I can’t understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think you felt so terrible,
and couldn’t even tell.
I won’t understand,
it was just so wrong,
you didn’t have to leave me,
as though you don’t belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there’s always something missing,
for you I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that you didn’t say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don’t understand,
why you felt things were that bad,
that you just gave up everything,
you ever knew or had.
Im sorry I didn’t know,
Im sorry I wasn’t there,
now I’m here all alone,
you left, it’s just not fair.
I can’t understand,
how could you die,
when I needed you so much,
in return, you left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why you took your life away,
I will never make it without you,
it will never be ok…………..
- Kathryn Chandler
As I sit here all alone.
Trying to reminisce days that passed.
Joyful memories engraved in our hearts.
Hurt and sadness that crossed our path.
Somehow it seems like a fantasy.
Fairy tales from a child’s memory.
That all ends happily ever after.
Dreams I encounter whenever I am asleep…
All seem like real to me.
But sometimes feel as empty as me.
When morning comes I must wake.
Then my dreams would slowly fade.
Dreams of you and me together
How I would love to sleep forever.
To hold on to my precious dreams.
And never let it slip through my hand
But as I try to wake dreams slowly fade.
Even as it slowly fades.
I know in my heart it would stay.
Just as the autumn leaves would lie on the ground.
And as it slowly returns when spring arrives.
Love forgotten in the passing of time.
Hurt and sadness scarred by time.
A dagger pierced straight at my heart.
Longing for someone to pull it apart.
Then you came and gave me a chance.
A chance to mend a broken heart.
Memories would stay right here with me.
And let it be part of the sky.
An endless sky with no boundaries.
Filled by my unforgotten memories.
- Ronald Florence Abas