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Why you, why me

Herofil Olarte — Thu, 31 Dec 2009 17:04:54 +0000

I’ve tried to walk away
Perhaps got afraid so easily
Crazy you don’t even know me
Still you’ve liked me
Sharing moments together
Melodies play so softly
As time passes gently Indeed,
it’s just you and me
Why you, why me
Foolish to say
But we’ve liked it anyway
Whatever they may say
Cruel world
You fled right away
Poor me, got lost so easily
Crying seems endlessly
Day by day
I’ve longed
For words you might say
For the love I’ve lost
Once in my day
Seems to cling up to this day
Forgive me for I loved you so dearly
And always will be…

- Herofil Olarte

All gone

Vanessa Maria R Torres — Wed, 06 May 2009 22:27:00 +0000

Nothing matters
It’s all gone
I’m empty and she doesn’t care
It doesn’t matter
How I feel or what I say
She’s far away
And wouldn’t stay
No matter what I say
It wouldn’t matter anyway
I used to wait for the day
Just to hear her say
I miss you
Guess I was the biggest fool
Didn’t want to think you were cruel
I’m lonely now and broken
Left without even one token
Of love or caring
It all died on my birthday
How could I be so daring?
Thought you would understand
Why I was so upset
Instead you got mad at me
And hung up on me
It’s been a week
You wouldn’t even talk to me
How could you do that to me?
Nothing matters at all
I used to stand so tall
Now I wish for the stars
To cover up all these scars
Far away and small
Wonder if your thinking about me at all
Again I’m a fool for thinking
Guess I should be drinking
If only that were the way to get rid of my sadness
And bring me some gladness
Like I used to have
When I was with you
It was long ago
Why can’t I just let it go?
Like you have
You don’t feel me anymore
You’ve stopped keeping score
It’s all gone, as are you
Now I’m left with nothing to do
But brew
Over what once was
Just because
I’m an idiot and cared
And that is why I dared
To say what I said on my birthday
But I shouldn’t have shared
Because now I feel scared
And lost
And lonely
And hurt
And angry
And stupid
To think there ever was a cupid
For the two of us
Why did I make such a fuss?
It’s all over
I should just roll over
Because nothing matters anymore
You think I’m a bore
You think I’m a chore
And probably a whore
I can’t erase my mistakes
I believed you had forgiven me
I believed you loved me
And even when that part of it ended
I believed that at least there was something that mended
And that we had a friendship
You said you still adored me
You said that your heart still tightened
And that you would become frightened
When I was in trouble
And caught in some bubble
I believed you would help me
Get out of the rubble
Of this life that I live
In Binghamton while you are in Texas
Instead of staying close to me
You chose to make distance
I felt it but ignored it
I thought it was what you needed
I thought I would give it to you
Because you were my friend
And I loved you
I didn’t mind letting you go
I just didn’t want to lose you for good
Yet I did.
How could I know that you would
Let me go?
You let go fast
You forgot our past
Yes we had a past
A good past, a bad past
A past nonetheless
I understand you though
You don’t want to remember it
You’d rather forget what we had
It is easier that way
I understand that
Who would want to remember the hurt?
So you let me go fast and furious
Anytime I tried to talk about our past
You ran away fast
And I was left last
And I acted rash
It made me so sad though
That I was so slow
To recognize what you did
Long ago
And what others could see
But I never wanted it to be like that
And so I sat, and got fat
Denying what you could see
Which was what could again never be.
You saw the truth in front of us
Coming at us like a bus
About to hit
Difference between you and me was,
You got out of the way
And I chose to stay
In the way
Of a tragedy
Which was my soul shattered
You had sense enough to scatter
While I was like, “what’s the matter”?
What a fool I was
Thinking that you still loved me like you once did
When instead you saw me as a kid
A fool and youngster
Naïve to the core
I have always been so unsure
This is not your problem though
And you made that clear
When you forgot all that I held dear

- Vanessa Maria R Torres

Begin with love

Mucks Princess — Mon, 02 Feb 2009 08:33:00 +0000

I’m no angel thats for sure
Just please tell me why
these things are happening to me?
Every time Im thinking of you
I always catch my breath
and I’m still standing here
And you’re miles away
and I’m wonderin’ why you left
and there’s a storm that’s raging
Through my frozen heart tonight
it’s my heart that’s breaking
Down this long distance line tonight
And although my eyes may cry a thousand tears
And if by chance I live a million years
I believe one thing will still be true
In love I will find the answer
To the question
That is written in my heart
Have faith and it will guide me
On my journey
If I remember from the start
It all begins with love

- Mucks Princess

Story of Weed

Maricela Coronado — Sun, 16 Nov 2008 13:32:00 +0000

This is the story of a weed
To which no one would feed.
While it’s partner the rose,
Was the one everybody choose.
To be ripped away,
Only made the weed determined to stay.
The rose on the other hand
Was the superior of the land.
What would once make the rose blossom and bloom,
Will turn out to be it’s doom.
The weed will then pay its respects,
and show who was treated the best.
For the weed knew,
That the rose would someday suffer too.
That day struck,
and came without luck.
The rose wilted with the guilt
It had once in splendid built.
It then realized
It had only worn a disguise.
A disguise that brought the attention
That would have never been mentioned.
For the first time the rose looked up at the weed,
and felt the feeling of greed.
It questioned why
It would in pain die.
Or why it had the need to cry.
But what hurt the rose the most,
Was knowing the life it had chose.
It was born into seeing only its brilliance,
and now slowly dies learning the meaning and virtue of persistence.

- Maricela Coronado

Today

Michael — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:48:00 +0000

Finally, today was the day…
Just listen to every word I have to say…
You are the reason why I’m smiling at the start of the day…
Just seeing you read this poem takes my breath away…
Every time you are in pain, I wanna be there for you…
I wanna fight away all your tears…
and replace them with happiness
and take away all your fears…
Your heart beat is racing and you don’t know why…
but all I have to tell you is that
I will love you till I die…
Just follow me and my lead…
I wouldn’t trade you for the world,
you are all that I need…
The day we met, I can’t explain the way I felt….
Feeling all these emotions that I can’t even help…
Every little thing we do is so special to me….
We are meant to be and thats what I want you to see…
Look into your future and don’t think of your past…
Just stick with me and know that we will last…
I wanna give you all my love and heart…
Would you give me chance and a brand new start???
and I promise to treat you exactly like the first day…
and I promise that I will never go away….
Elizabeth I really do love you….
if I didn’t I would have never cried for you….

- Michael

How

Silvia C — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 10:23:00 +0000

What to say to the person that loved you once??
How do you explain to yourself
that it’s not how it used to be???
How do you not get nervous when you see him?
How do you walk away and try not to cry??
How can you look at him
and not remember what it was like??
How can you not think of him
for the rest of the day??
How do you pretend you don’t care
when you hear from him??
How do you go to bed
and not think of all those good times you spent with him??
How can you not smile when you remember
how he used to make you laugh??
How are you going to spend the cold winter without him??
It’s just not the same…
how do you believe all the shit he did to you??
Why are you still nice to him??
After all you cried…
Why do you still smile at him?
How do you not think of him
when you listen to that “stupid song”??
How do you make yourself understand
that the love is gone??
How do you make the pain go away??
How do you explain to yourself
that you are not the girl he has been waiting for??
How do you forget all those promises
and pretend like he never said them??
How can you erase all the memories??
How can you pretend like nothing ever happened??
How??

- Silvia C

Move On

Princess Peralta — Tue, 16 Oct 2007 07:59:00 +0000

Questions in my heart
bothering me all day and night
I dont know when to start
asking this person why
I know I cant, coz I’m shy

Please give me a clue
coz these questions are glued
I dont know why I am so worried
I think this has been burried
so deep that no one can dig

I cant get it out of my mind
I just need him here by my side
I cant believe this
why am I so obsessed?
and Im so clueless

Moving on is my only option
to forget this emotion
eventhough without an answer
with this question bothering me everywhere
but I cant do it, I swear.

- Princess Peralta

All Alone

Kathryn Chandler — Fri, 27 Jul 2007 03:03:00 +0000

I don’t understand,
I don’t know why,
why you did this to me,
why you wanted to die.
I can’t understand,
cuz it hurts like hell,
to think you felt so terrible,
and couldn’t even tell.
I won’t understand,
it was just so wrong,
you didn’t have to leave me,
as though you don’t belong.
now I feel so empty,
and everywhere I turn,
there’s always something missing,
for you I always yearn.
and it hurts me very much,
that you didn’t say goodbye,
just left one day without me,
left me all alone to cry.
I don’t understand,
why you felt things were that bad,
that you just gave up everything,
you ever knew or had.
Im sorry I didn’t know,
Im sorry I wasn’t there,
now I’m here all alone,
you left, it’s just not fair.
I can’t understand,
how could you die,
when I needed you so much,
in return, you left me to cry.
I will never understand,
why you took your life away,
I will never make it without you,
it will never be ok…………..

- Kathryn Chandler

Last Chance

Emanuel Sifuentes — Mon, 18 Jun 2007 17:26:00 +0000

Deeper each day and more above
As days went by and I remembered
For ever and ever your love is so tender
But I guess the day just had to come
The day you and I would be done
I don’t understand why this is
But it was your choice for this
See you ended it and not me
I guess that is why I don’t see
And now you want your separate way
I’ve been dreading all along for this day
I feel like maybe you have found another one
Somebody else that can say they have won
If this is true then let it be
But let you know he will never be me
This is you because forever is way too long
But I don’t think one month sums up the song
And for you it did it wrapped it up
I guess true love does not come in a cup
So have fun with what you do
And know that your “one” got away from you
The fun we had will never be loss
In good and bad times and through a cross
So go have fun live your life and forget
And please never say you regret
Because here is your last chance your final shot
But your “forever” already came last month
Im sorry for putting you through this pain
It was not intentional and hard to sustain
Just know that I will always love you
Will you please love me too?

- Emanuel Sifuentes

True Love

Emanuel Sifuentes — Mon, 21 May 2007 02:32:00 +0000

Words will never describe how much I love you
You’re the greatest and our love is true
These past months have been confusing
I hope it is not you that I am losing
At times I break into tears
Because in my mind I have fears
They are in my head, and over and over they play
When all I want, is for you to stay
We both seem to be sensitive now
But why now? And how?
We fight so much over little things
Then the next minute your giving me wings
It might not seem that way all the time
But when I do one thing wrong, it’s a big crime
I know I mean everything to you
And trust me baby, I love you too
We will get through this
By talking or maybe a simple kiss
Our love is so strong
And there is no way we will go wrong
Please trust me and have no doubt
Because it is you, that I cannot live without
You bring me happiness and sunshine
All I ever wanted is for you to be mine
Now I have you, and I’m doing wrong
I guess emotionally I’m not that strong
I will do anything for you sweetie pie
I will get down on my knees, and even die
How can I treat you this way, so bad
It makes me so mad, but yet so sa
I used to be so perfect and so nice
I would never ever think twice
But now I feel like I’m the worse
It feels like maybe it’s a curse
You don’t understand how much I try
And sometimes I ask myself why?
Inside I know its my fault, and my problem
And you probably ask yourself, How do I stop ‘em
My heart is crying in the middle of a smile
This has been happening for while
I am not lying and this is true
But the reason is not you
So instead of walking away
Think twice, and stay
Because great things are destined to happen
Just be patient, and don’t ask when?
Baby you are my heart
And without my heart, I will fall apart

- Emanuel Sifuentes