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You hurt me

I sit here with a frown on my face
not knowing where my life went
the rain is a sad depressing thing
it brings back memories and what went
together we were like a sky with all its stars
but apart we were like the 9/11
I crash and crash and I fall and fall
until Im nothing but ashes and left over pieces
you’ve hurt me and torn me in too
till there was nothing left!
Im a dead ghost walking the streets
I will haunt you forever
until you die
just so I can make you realize
what you’ve done to my dead worn out heart..

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Darkness

Darkness is all I can see
Nothingness inside of me
In my dreams the sun never shines
All there is straight lines
No one listens when I cry
I can’t show my feelings so I lie
All I see is nightmares
but nobody cares
tears run down my face
everything is moving in a fast pace

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Ms Lonely

Ms Lonely…
IS it me or is that the way my life should be?
Am I born to always be sad,
feeling like that is my destination, my voice?
I am here in this room on my own;
the only company I have is a radio playing my funeral.
Don’t know why I am feeling so empty…
Feeling so lonely,
I am in a house, it’s just like I am homeless…
Lonely like a rock in the sun…
Ms Lonely….
Deserve better than this,
but I know I will forget about all this on time.
Where are those who used to say I love you?
Those who said I’ll be there?
Why they have to be such liars…
Am I too late? Or were you in advance?
Ms Lonely….
MY life is like a nightmare, a sorrow.
That hurts so bad when you know you are all alone.
Emptiness is a part of life.
That is not complaining but lament.
But no need for that they don’t have ears…
don’t have eyes… heart? mmmmmmmmmmh!!!!!!
No need for that…
I have my room, my walls.
I’ll cry to them, talk to them,
because they better than them… people.
I will be maybe always alone

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Let you free

Sleeping is rough
My dreams make me sad
cause they’re always about you
and the things I never had.
I love you, and that is real
but every time I look back
you made love to me
with her on you mind
through every touch and feel.
I know you better than you will ever know
the lies you told, your silence, and your games
I figured out even though you didn’t think so.
So have her I will let you free through all your actions,
I do realize, you never wanted me.

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If the tears

If the tears are sort of a consolation
why after crying I am still feeling this pain…
Every time I cried I hoped one thing:
everything’s going to be alright.
Sometimes I am feeling like my heart is opening;
like somewhere someone is loving someone
And stay for a longtime without talking,
suddenly I know everything is not lost.
That somehow, somewhere deep inside
I can know that life is not really messy.
That is why I am feeling like crying out to the heaven and say
“thanks for the life”
Like nothing can stop love,
nothing is going to stop me from living my life as I want.
Everything is passion to live, to survive.
If the tears are sort of a consolation
why after crying I am still feeling this pain…
I am like the wind, present but invisible.
People feel me but don’t pay attention
become violent they scared of me.
But what they don’t know is how important I am…..
Without me the sun will be suffocating.
If the tears…

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Crying Heart

My tears won’t stop dropping
My heart won’t stop racing
My body won’t stop shaking
I am wondering if you care about me as you said
I just can’t stop crying.
The night so fresh, so sweet,
I did not sleep, I want the morning.
The days so noisy, so tiring,
I want the night. Nothing is as desired.
My eyes tear red from crying,
my heart was bruised strength to groan,
but this is unbelievable, you in me has not changed.
I watch the flowers fading, as it fades you and me.
No odor, nor life.
Life is short but no one knows where she will take us
it’s like the passing wind, but no one knows where it goes.
You and me is over but I have memories.
I feel your wind, but it is not rest.
My hands are cold and my withered heart.
I feel choked because you promised me to blow on me.
I’m only watching the time passing
and it made me see that everything comes, everything goes.
I wish I would just close my eyes on you but my heart won’t let me.

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Stop loving you

When sun rises at midnight
When snow falls in summer
When all clocks run out of time

When all tears turn to fire
When stars become diamonds
When heart stops dead

When all angels fall down
When the rivers turn to blood
When a dream can’t come true

That’s when
I shall give up
I shall stop

Loving UUUUUU

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Dead Ones

The dead ones never go
They are out there in the shadow
The dead ones are not underneath surface
They are in restless tree
They are in forest that moans
They are in water that flows
They are in wind
They are lots
Dead are not dead
The dead ones never go
They are in womens chest
They are in child that cries
And in fire that flames
The dead ones are not underneath surface
They are in fire that dies
They are in dews grass
They are in sad walls
They are in forest
They are in house
They are everywhere

The dead ones are not dead

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Take me with you

If ocean was a desert
I would be a flower there
Waiting for you
To pick me up from the sand
And put me somewhere close to you
I would be a precious stone
Waiting for you
To buy me from my master
And put me next to your heart
Give me your hand my dove
To come to your secret chambers
Sadly you sleep alone there
I am coming to sleep with you

Take me there….

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Please tell me

Give me a little corner in your heart
And just me me feel yours, just a little bit
Decorate your dreams with me, even for a second
And make me part of your thoughts
Because I love you beyond any limits
My love for you knows no barriers
There is no one but me, so deeply in love with you
You and just you
Are the biggest wish in my life
Please speak words which are hidden in your heart
Please tell me what you desire
Don’t keep anything from me
Trust me my dear

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